Sweet love of mine, I do not always easy to communicate my thoughts and sometimes just choose not to do it deliberately, because my thoughts are not always cheerful colored. I know I'm an open book for you, so as you are to me, and you know that when mom is a bit 'absent is one way to escape for a while' in its magical world to shoot a little 'breathing and succeed how to best face his fears. Yesterday you did 11 years, you're turning every day and I think that is normal as a mother will think about how your future. I find myself wondering if your perception and your sweetness can be a strength or weakness, I find myself asking if you can survive the shallowness and meanness that is ultimately in our way. I find myself asking if your father and I never succeed in securing an economic future that can help you realize your dreams, and I find myself wondering how will you do if one day we did not have to be more. is not easy to combat these fears, and not always when they arrive in my mind I can drive away .... But then ... then I think also you have to luck, because you are loved and surrounded by many people, you have some wonderful uncles and cousins \u200b\u200bthat you never left alone in their time of need, even Mom's friends are ready to protect you, friends who fill my heart with joy when I write sentences like this: " a big kiss and lots of happiness to your little man, tell her you're out in life and that will never be alone x all that will be . And then I think you can do it to deal with this life anyway because you're never alone and that with your sweetness and spontaneity, teach me day after day that life is like a seesaw, sometimes up and sometimes it goes down ... but The important thing is to play and have fun. I hope you succeed with your own sweet time to maintain this and always be yourself and hope that your life is beautiful and sunny as the sunflowers which are your favorites.
I love you Mom